Last LAN For A While

Just wanted to say /TEAR!!!!

This is going to be my last LAN party for a while. I have been summon to go home sooner that I thought and that means this LAN may be my last for a long while. I dont want to go home but then again I do. I want to move on from the bullshit that has happen and leave the people that done enjoy my company behind. Sadly when I do this I also leave the new and old people that ACTUALLY enjoy my company! To them I am sorry for leaving them but promise that I will be back to visit. If anything Jan when Steve gets home I will come visit for a few days to see how people are. One thing that was said during Hookah made me happy. Maybe it’s because I have been called this my whole life, maybe its because even the people who I thought were my friends would say this behind or even in front of my face. Yet when a person I dont really know but still enjoy hanging out with comments and says “She’s like Kelly but a whore, and Kelly here isn’t a whore.” This made me smile inside. There is actually someone out there, not in my little circle that doesn’t think I’m a whore. yay! (When you actually think about it I’m not…only dated 3 guys and for the past year and a half I was insanely liking Ry-kun.) Anyway back on topic, just a friend saying this made me believe that there was hope in this world for me and that there are people out there that I just need to meet and be friends with. What made me even more happy is when someone responded “Yeah Kelly’s cool.” yay! x2 there really is hope for me. I’m not a total loser!

Okay I should go. I have a lot of packing and organizing to do tomorrow morning. Leaving Sunday most likely…this is interesting!